Decisions

Life is mysterious and I am so grateful for it. I never know how my plans will turn and change. But I must be ready and I must be brave to take the chances if they appear in my way.

To make decisions was never easy for me and I have also problems with taking responsibilities. But I am learning, this is the process of life. We are always experiencing, learning, changing and growing. But some experiences are more meaningful than others.

Since my experience in Latvia, everything changed for me. I was amazed when I realized that speaking english opened up my barriers. I was able to communicate with people from around the world. For some people could seem so obvious, but for me actually was an enormous step forward. I felt a kind of freedom, me and "the others" were closer than never. After that, I was not the same person any more and I got so many new information and I exchanged and shared a lot. I become much more tolerant and respectful.

But when I came back home from Latvia, all my view about my old life changed, and I started to miss so much that challenged environment and the new experiences that it was offering me everyday. And then my days in Alicante were sad and long during many months. I didn't know which was my place, everything seemed wrong. But step by step I started to recover myself because life must continue.

And then, suddently, a new oportunity came to me by chance. I almost rejected it, but finally I decided to take it. And in a second all my plans changed again, and as always, I was rushing preparing my new trip to Oslo.

I landed in Oslo in october, in the middle of the nordic autumn. The coloured trees were so beautiful and I was really curious about how would be my new life in Norway. The days were getting shorter and I was getting used to the job, the city, the weather and the people. Winter was interesting, I got very inspired, I painted a lot and I discovered the wonderful world of the ukelele. But when the spring started everything bloomed, and I couldn't be at home any more, I just wanted to be outdoors and enjoy the parks, the forest, the lakes, the fjords, the mountains and of course the people. I have met so many interesting and amazing people there. People with great talents, great ideas and great souls. I have got so inspired from many of them and I enjoyed in a way I've never did before. I felt my body and spirit free, without judgments, and making joy of every single moment. I was closer to nature, my human nature felt at home.

Now, it was the time to make a new decision because a new opportunity showed up in Alicante. I already miss so much my life in Oslo, but for now I am moving back home to start something new.

As I said, I feel grateful of life and I want to say thank you to everyone who crossed my way and especially the ones who became friends, you've made me learn to be a better person.